Perhaps I enjoy pursuing something which I think is impossible to conclude as I wish because I'm trying to protect myself from disappointment by expecting it...
Or then I feel the need to be pessimistic out of fear of rejection AND because it might just all come true, which would be more exciting than anything...
Or then I feel the need to be pessimistic out of fear of rejection AND because it might just all come true, which would be more exciting than anything...
ReplyDeleteI guess all change is frightening in some way.