business as usual

As usual out of respect I feel thrust towards full disclosure.
I am worried that I may overwhelm you. Tell me I can't.

If I know you to be mine, as I am yours,

I am free. Not unconditionally! but emotive-contractual.

I can hold out a bit longer. Do you?
If not you must act. Invite me.

Most hardship I found in drive, motivation;
now inclined towards my mistress.